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I started visiting a popular blog site. I was asked to guest blog. I really want to write… my hearts desire!! The site deals with urban issues and sex topics (abortion, sexual fantasies, tips and advice). I began writing without telling my husband. I made it clear to everyone that I was married and their was never any sexual advances made towards me or by me. My husband found out and he refuses to compromise with me. I invited him to participate more and he was more than welcome to start seeing everything I wrote or commented on. (Mind you-he was into internet porn @ one point in our marriage) He told me that I have to stay off the internet COMPLETELY! He checks my e-mails and checks my twitter account. I finally deleted it. Our marriage is far from perfect in fact I am pretty miserable. Is it fair of him to take away the internet completely. It has been a hellish relationship. He was/is an alcoholic. He left me for 2 months to live with another woman. He abuses me mentally, emotionally, and has sexually and physically abused me at points in our relationship. We have been together for 15 years. I am considering leaving him in order to have my freedom. What would you do?